It is coming soon, real soon. Another 10 days. This year, I am not so looking forward to the Chinese New Year. You may say this is the first Chinese New Year I'm going to spend with my husband together with his family, I should be excited. Well, I am not.
I am saddened by the fact that I can't have the 'reunion' luncheon with my family. I miss my mom's cooking, I have always been. Though I go back to hometown every month, I still miss her cooking for the Chinese New Year. I miss having meal together with all my family members, everyone sits around the round table, chit-chatting, laughing, having fun...... I feel sad whenever I think of it.
Why is there such a rule that the daughter has to follow the husband during Chinese New Year? What the hell...... Aren't we women children to our parents too? Don't we have to reunion with our family? Is it only the men need to reunion with their family?
It's not that I do not like my in-laws. I like them, I love them for bringing up such a lovely son who knows how to appreciate love. It's just that I miss my own family. Can you imagine that you have to spend the most important day of a year without your parents, where you have been with your family for the past 28 years? That feeling is just something which you will not like it. Just think about that. Perhaps some may think that 28 years with family, it's time for a change. Well, I do not like that change then. I don't think I'm going to "feel" the Chinese New Year this time.
Switch topic. I went to KLCC last night. Wanted to go home, instead I stepped into KLCC. I just don't want to take the train home, hate it. I'd rather wait for Andrew to finish work.
Went to Kinokuniya bookstore. It's been quite some time I haven't soaked myself in books. I love bookstores. It doesn't matter if I'd buy anything, I just love to go into the bookstore and see what's new. I used to buy a lot of magazines, sometimes 3 copies of different magazines a month. Ever since I subscribed to Reader Digest, I no longer buy any magazine. It is Andrew who would buy once in a while, but what he normally buys are those gadgets related or automobile related magazines. Last night I saw this magazine that got my attention. It is featuring all 5 new DSLR cameras, so happened that this is the magazine that Andrew likes to buy. So I bought it. My eyes got so wide when I saw this, Canon Power Shot G10... GOSH... Look at the size! It's so much smaller compared to my Canon 450D!
I am a Patricia Cornwell fan, since 2 years ago. LOL. I know I'm slow. It was only 2 years ago that I finally bought my first "Kay Scarpetta" series novel, Trace. Then I just couldn't stop. I haven't finished "The Predator" and now I've bought another one. Geez... Wonder when I can finish them.
Last year May I bought this "Blood Brothers" by Nora Roberts. I didn't know it was the first book of the trilogy of "Sign of Seven". The 2nd and 3rd book weren't out yet back then. After I finished the 1st book only I realised there's a sequel! I hate reading sequel when the 2nd book isn't published. Checked the website, damn it, I had to wait till November 2008! It seemed long to me that time. But fortunately, the remaining 2 books are published at the same time! Of course I grabbed both of them. Hahahaha...... I'm not a fan of her. It's just that I like mystery, horror and thriller.
Isetan closed earlier last night for today's sales preparation. I wandered to Parkson. Saw this lovely dress. For myself?! Absolutely not! For my niece. It's been a while I didn't buy her any dress since she grows so fast. Hope this one would fit her nicely. Now I'm having headache of how to bring the gifts back to my family since I'm not going back before Chinese New Year. Sigh......
Went back hometown 2 weeks ago. Showed father my DSLR camera, he was thrilled. He did ask me how much I bought it, and the price that I told him was way too much below the market price, and I even lied that it was a second hand. Hahahaha... He didn't believe it in the first place, that god damn camera just looks god damn new to him!! Geez... Nothing can escape his eyes. I managed to convince him though.
He was so excited that afternoon, he took out all his lens!! They are all Hoya lens! Total about 15 of them!! Too bad, none of them fit the DSLR, they are all 52/54mm, while mine is 58mm...... What a waste. Thought I could save some money on the filters and covers... Arghhhh......
I can't believe father has been keeping those lens till now... It is like, 20 years ago!! I can see that he still has the passion for photography, wish I could let him have it. Sorry dad, I need it for now... Next year, if I get "poisoned" again, I'll give you mine. Hehehe...
Father told me he sold his SLR camera because it had fungus. It was still usable, but he always likes things clean and perfect. He sold it to a friend who didn't mind that. He wanted to buy another one, and he said luckily he did not. Hahahaha...
He did play around with my camera, but I was surprised after I got back to KL and realised that there wasn't any photo taken by him! Hmm... I wonder why.
Quite a number of my friends were surprised when I bought my first DSLR camera. They didn't know that I have interest in photography and wanted to invest in a DSLR. I am lucky to be able to friend with a few great wedding photographers. One of them encouraged me to get a DSLR, while Edwin poisoned me to get a better one...... Hope one day, I could become like Jenny Sun. HA! I'm day-dreaming in the early morning!
I have always liked taking photos. When I had a point & shoot digital camera, I took good photos too. Just that when it comes to my own portraits or photos, people always mess up. :( Sometimes I would feel so unfair that I could take nice photos of them, and yet no one could take nice photos of me. Even Andrew can't take a nice close-up photo of me. Now it leaves me wonder, is it me that is so difficult to be captured by the lens?????????? I wish it wasn't!!!!!
My sisters and I were supermodels to my father when we were small. We have lots and lots of photos during our childhood. Father was very passionate about photography too when he was young. I remember he had a photo hanging in the old cabinet, a night view taken from a hilltop, mom told me that father won a 3rd prize with that photograph. When I was young, I liked to play around with father's camera. I couldn't remember what model it was, I only remember that it could hell take good photos. Haha. Too bad that father traded it off with a digital camera, all of us were equally shocked and sad. Months later, he himself regretted, 'cause the digital camera was nothing compared to his old manual camera. Haha. He missed his old camera.
I wonder how father would feel when I show him my DSLR this coming weekend. I know the very first thing he would ask me would be "how much does it cost". I have decided to lie about it. Haha. Bet he's not going to let go of it for the rest of the weekend. Can't wait to see him in action again!!






