Fish Avenue

I've cut my hair!!!

Nope, it's not short. :( I still don't have the courage to cut it short. I was checking out this 2 salons in Suria KLCC, but I didn't have the courage to walk in to cut my hair short. I was hesitating outside. Finally I told Andrew, "forget it, let's go dinner and go to the salon nearer to our house, I just want to trim my hair". When I reached the salon near my house, it was 8.30pm. Wanted to trim it, but hell, I told the hair stylist I wanted it short for my wedding. She was shocked, she said don't cut it short. Hahahaha... Why is everyone more nervous than me about my hair? :p

It is now shoulder length, without any layering. I didn't like it initially, makes me look dumb. Went back home, washed my hair, blow dry it, it looks different. I like it now, my hair is straight now. Hehe.

Let's see how it goes. Might want to cut it shorter after I got used to this length. Hahahahahahaha...

I got a few photos from home, thinking to make some photos slideshow for the wedding. Doubt I have the time to do it now and wonder if Andrew's cousin still wants to help us.

With Mom and sisters

Kindergarten

After days of keeping all the things to myself, I finally cried out loud last night. I just couldn't take it anymore when people around me are just assuming I am fine with doing most of the things. I am a capable person, but I need help too. I will feel tired too. I don't say I'm tired doesn't mean I am not tired. I am sometimes just too tired until I don't know what to say anymore, I'd just not say a thing.

I'm not a crying baby, but I do cry easily in front of Andrew. I don't think I cry that often, I normally cry when things aren't going well and reach the maximum point that I could take it. But I cried twice for the past one week. I poured everything out onto Andrew last night.

The whole wedding thing, it doesn't make me feel happier, instead it's making me more stressful than ever. Yes, you could tell me every bride is stressed with her own wedding. But they do feel happy too. While I'm not. As the time goes, it just sucks all my happiness away. My colleagues have been saying that I look stressed... I have no appetite to eat... Good for diet though...

I want it to come faster, get it over and done with. On the other hand, I do not want it to come.

I need a mood boost now...... Shall I cut my hair???

Another 31 days to my wedding dinner in Johor, and another 38 days to my actual wedding day in Terengganu.<

I feel nervous, as it seems that there are still a lot of things yet to be done.
I feel pressured, because it seems that other than Andrew's mom and me, the rest are not doing things up to the pace. My family thinks 1 month is a long way to go.

I got scolded for not doing things faster... I felt so sad... Things that others promised to help me but ended up in a mess, and I have to follow up. Yet I get blamed for not doing things faster. It hurts so much especially when it's family. When I start pushing everyone to do what they supposed to do, they would tell me it's still early. Even when someone offered to help, I have to follow very closely to make sure that the thing is done. Sometimes they could just easily forget about it because it doesn't concern them. Or worse, they never bother even after they promised.

To be honest, I don't feel happy about my wedding now. Too many unhappy things happened along the way. Friends aren't supportive enough, family isn't helping much, too much of blamings, too few to share my loads... Some said I don't delegate enough to others, but how could I do that when I know they can't manage it?

The only thing that keeps me going is the gown!!! I just want to wear that gown!!! Can you believe it??? I'm more looking forward to wear the gown than the wedding... Is this healthy???

I'm confused now... Few weeks ago when people asked if Andrew is ready for marriage... I guess now I have to ask myself this question. Marriage isn't just about wedding, and when we can't even handle the pressure of the wedding, what about marriage then? I doubt Andrew understands marriage, because neither do I really understand it...

Whenever people asked me about my wedding, I noticed that the first thing I would do is sigh. I don't know what to say, I don't even know what should I do next. Checklist??? It is just bullshit!!! I ticked off most of the items now, but I bloody know that there are more things yet to be done!

How could I not care so much?

I've been asking this question to myself a lot since early of the year, regarding many aspects of my life.

Am I ready for a higher position?
Am I ready for marriage?
Am I ready to be someone's wife?
Am I ready for greater challenge?
Am I ready for a change?

I want to reach further, but I'm worrying that I am not ready for it yet.
About the commitment, I am not sure I will be a good wife and how well I could handle the marriage.
I gave up a great opportunity that could offer great challenge and big money. So, I really doubt I am ready for greater challenge.
I seriously need a change in my life. Getting married is one thing. I need a change in my lifestyle.

How often do you ask yourself whether you're ready? Life is just so unpredictable, sometimes you won't even have the luxury of time to stop and question yourself. Time is flying ridiculously fast. I have not had time to think of the next step yet it's another weekend.

It's going to be another tired weekend for me. Have a wedding dinner to attend on Saturday, have to company mom to buy stuffs, then have to buy my wedding stuffs......

I am so tired of the whole wedding thingy now...

Had a busy weekend. As you know I was in Terengganu for the past few days. Didn't really enjoy the stay and time there. First, the weather was extremely hot. It has been raining every evening in KL, but in Kuala Terengganu, there was no rain. Not even a drop!!! I was basically sweating all the time, in the house, everywhere I go. The only time I wasn't sweating was when I stayed in Andrew's bedroom with both the air-conditioner and fan on.

Been traveling in the car to a few places for the wedding preparations. So tiring. And I was worrying about the work most of the time. Couldn't check my emails, so worried that I would miss the deadline. Called the lady this morning and luckily she could make it on time.

Got my wedding invitation cards last Friday. It is fine and simple. I just love the gold color of it. Sorry that I haven't uploaded the photos from my camera. Give me some time and I'll share it later on.

Didn't go to the beaches in KT to practice my photography skill. Sigh......

Christine has posted her mishap in car park of Suria KLCC. Please read it and refer it to as many people as possible. The scariest part is, the security management of Suria KLCC claimed that they are installing CCTVs now. Can you believe that? We're paying so much for the parking fees yet the security system is not well in place!!! What the......

Christine's Story

Another incident of mine in Suria KLCC is, Andrew's bag got stolen from his car. This happened few months ago when we went to Suria KLCC for movie and shopping. We parked the car, near to the shopping mall entrance, we always tried to park as near as possible to the entrance. Andrew took his bag and put it into the trunk(bonnet) of the car. This is a bad move I guess. Someone could possibly hide at some corner eyeing your every moves. Andrew locked the car, off we went to the mall. On the way up the elevator, Andrew said he left his handphone in the car. He went back down to take it, his car was fine then and he didn't notice any different.

After the movie and shopping, it was about 8pm or 9pm. We decided to go home and when we were walking towards his car, both of us could notice the bonnet was not properly shut. I asked him "did you close it just now when you keep your bag". Of course his answer is yes. He dashed towards it and lifted the bonnet. Ta da!!! His bag was gone!!! Hahahaha... I can laugh because I find it funny now. You'll know why, keep on reading.

I was nervous back then too, i asked him what were in his bag. He said "my notebook". I almost fainted. Here's roughly our conversation back then.
Me : Anything valuable inside?!
Andrew : My notebook is inside.
Me : WHAT!!! Why the hell you put your notebook inside and you didn't carry it with you??!!!
Andrew : What for to carry it around?
Me : WHAT!!! That is a NOTEBOOK!!! You are so damn rich!
Andrew : I only use it in the office what.
Me : Since when you carry notebook to work?
Andrew : Huh... I always use it to write down my work stuffs what.
Me : Huh??? Write??? What???
(Both of us looking at each other funnily and shocked)
Andrew : Aiyooooo... Notebook as in my notepad for writing down my things... What do you think??!!!
Me : Ohhh... It's your NOTE book, not notebook, the laptop...
Andrew : Stupid thief, didn't even take the helmet... Only took all the junk... Hahahaha... Shit, my ties were inside...

I was laughing so hard when I know that miserable thief only got his bag, note book and ties... Hahahaha... I even felt pity for that thief... Hahahaha...

So people, don't ever assume that it's a safe place. Play safe all the time. Keep you valuable belongings in your bonnet before you enter the car park. Better still, do not keep valuable things in your car.

Oh yeah, last year I went to Hotel Nikko for a seminar. Both my colleague and I saw a MyVi parked in the basement car park with the passenger window wound down, the purse, handbag, keys, laptop all on the car seat within our reach!!! It was obviously a lady driver. We feared something bad might have happened to the driver, we dared not to pick up the purse. Therefore we reported the car to the reception. We wondered what happened and by the time we finished our seminar, the car was no longer there. How could someone be so careless? Was she in a rush? We never got to find out.

Reached Kuala Terengganu around 5.30am this morning. Supposed to start the journey around 9pm last night, due to some unfinished work, we left around 11.30pm. Woke up around 10.30am just now. Hmm... Why am I writing all these? Hahaha... Now at Andrew's aunt's house watching the telly after settled some work. Sigh... Yes, I still have to work at home.

My handphone was in my handbag, wonder why I suddenly stood up and went to take my phone. Wow, Christine was calling. I have sixth sense? Hahaha. It wasn't funny, she just had a mishap. Just listening to her telling me her experience, I could already feel her anxiousness and at the same time worrying for her. Thank god that she is unharmed. Yesterday was her lovely doggie, and today was herself. Christine, becareful and take care.

And all the girls out there, please be vigilant at all time even at a presumed safest place. The world is sick, it's full of sick people now. We have to be alert to prevent the worst.

Now waiting for the email reply from the supplier. Damn it, my inbox reads "0 unread". I'll be going out soon. There are still a lot of things to settle for the wedding. Wish I could clone myself!

Hope that I could have some free time to take some photos later. It's been few weeks I didn't practice.

Sometimes I wonder why the hell I have to put up with all this crap! People has been stepping all over me, but when I showed them my faces and they do not like it. WTF!

You are the one who wants to mess with me and when I jump back at you, you just couldn't take it. Telling the whole world I am everything but nice and good. Look at your ugly self, please!

The world is sick because of all these lazy stupid pigs!!! They just don't care. They do not even think about the consequences followed by their own actions. They never concern about the surroundings. Global warming isn't what they are worrying about. Economic isn't something they want to talk about. Politic is something they do not wish to know. They do not feel the recession as they are so ignorant to the situation.

They think they could have the job forever and ever. They think they could easily get a job else where. They have been so selfish and arrogant that they forgot the world is moving on faster than they think.

Well, sound as if I am god damn good that I care a lot. I dare say I do care!!! Not as much as those activist and environmentalist, but I do god damn care!

Why those people just couldn't see it? Wake up people.

Another tiring and sleepy day for me. It's Friday again. Can you see how fast the time passes?

Strained my arms last night cleaning the bathroom, it's aching so much now...

Listening to my favorite singer, Andy Lau, as usual. Alone in the office, blogging while processing the payroll. Waiting for the tea lady to come to bring in my breakfast.

Damn, wanted to start my detox cum dieting program today. But I forgot to bring the powder and shaker!!! I have to lose 4 pounds in a month's time. Wonder if I could ever make it.

Things are going to be real bad next year... I'm getting more and more worried as the year ends and the new year is coming closer. With the wedding expenses and the spending during Chinese New Year, I'm so worried, for myself and for Andrew.

The recession is going to hit us hard and long......

Can't believe that it's 12.01am of 15th October 2008, Wednesday. Time is really passing so fast. Sometimes I feel so guilty that I have not been utilising my time fully.

Again, it's another late night and I'm not hitting the sack anytime soon. Andrew is obsessed with his PS2 F1 race now, and I'm glad with it. He would be nagging at me of sleeping late if he wasn't concentrating at his 'race'.

I'm a soon-to-be bride, yet I'm sleeping late. My dark circles aren't going to get any better, that I know for sure. I have not been sleeping early (meaning before 12am) when I started my translation works last year. There was no day and night for me back then, I could work from 7pm till 4am and got up at 7am the next morning to go to work. I did not enjoy that much. I love doing translation, but not to that extent especially with that little money I got in return. I stopped doing that few months ago. Happy that I could finally have my life back. But now I'm having problem of sleeping early!!! Gosh......

I want to do something different next year. But I do not have the courage to quit my full-time job, I need the money to survive. I keep telling myself I have to pick up photography real fast. But with the limited time and resources I have now, I'm going bloody slow!!! I have so much yet to learn!!!

Hope that I could follow Edwin to one of his assignments in the future.

iPhone was my dream phone earlier of the year. Wanted to have it badly. Too bad that the price in Malaysia is kind of crazy.

Saw the Nokia N96 in a magazine few months before it launched. Fell in love with its beauty. Kept telling Andrew that I'm so gonna wait for the N96. Hoping that it would be cheaper than the iPhone. When it was out on the street last month, my heart dropped deep to the ocean floor. Damn it! It costs RM3338!!! (Sorry about the price of RM 3399 I mentioned earlier) If it's AP phone, it will still cost RM2500 to RM3000. It is lighter than iPhone (133g & 125g). I just love the looks. Though iPhone looks clean and with a larger screen, N96 isn't too bad at all. Again, my 'hunky, macho, masculine' Andrew still thinks that it's not worth the price. He told me to wait again for the price to drop. HA. He added, "what you gonna use it for? You're just gonna use it to call and SMS or probably MMS." Hmph......

N96... When will you be mine???

For comparison of 2 phones --
http://www.mobile88.com/mobilegallery/comparephone.asp?compare=20803&compare=21211

Okay, it is probably every girl's/woman's problem of not having enough shoes to match the clothes. Also, it is probably every girl's/woman's problem of not having enough space for their shoes!

Besides dresses, I love shoes.

High heels, peep toes, sandals, slippers, loafers... You name it. I love them all, so long as they look nice on my feet. Hahaha.

I've been having trouble finding matching shoes for my ivory wedding gown and evening gowns. My evening gowns are of turqouise and yellow. I could either get a pair of white or silver in order to match both of them. Along the way of finding a good pair, I realised white would not go well with that 2 colors. Therefore, I only concentrated on finding silver ones. Been eyeing on the one in Primavera, RM129. Saw a same one in Tangs, my gosh, it costs RM259. Almost double the price! At the end, I bought the one in Primavera.

For the one to go with my wedding gown, it really took me some hard time. Since the gown is ivory, again, it would only go well with silver or the same ivory colors. I could actually wear the same Primavera for the day and the night. But I just simply wanted to have another pair! Hahaha. And that silver one would be better left for the night. Finally, I found THE ONE in Charles & Keith. I don't really know how to describe the color, you see it for yourselves.

The one from Primavera

From Charles & Keith

This migraine has been attacking me like crazy for the past few weeks!!!

I sleep late, I have migraine.
I wake up late, I have migraine.
I'm too tensed at work, I have migraine.
I go shopping to destress, I have migraine.

God damn it... It just attacks no matter what I do!!! Is it something wrong with my head?

Gosh, please let me know if you have any remedy for migraine. No painkillers please, it only works for a short period of time.

Came across this movie while surfing the web. I'm so excited and glad to see Leonardo DiCaprio has another new movie. Kind of waiting for something new from him.

Body Of Lies - The Movie

I wouldn't say that I'm his biggest fan. Watched Romeo & Juliet, didn't have any idea who that is. Just know that he's a cutie pie. Watched Titanic when I was 18, boring yet touching. Then came The Man In The Iron Mask and The Beach. Nothing great about them. I love Catch Me If You Can. Leo is much more matured in that movie. The Aviator was another big hit. He again proved that he could act. Blood Diamond is good too. Leo is definitely a great actor. He is trying lots of different roles recently. I'm impressed with his acting and effort as a producer.

Leo is an environmentalist as well. Hats off to him. He is the narrator cum producer for The 11th Hour, an environmental documentary about global warming.

Can't wait to watch Body Of Lies!!! Bet Andrew would like this kind of movie... But we hardly have time for dating nowadays.

See more of Leonardo DiCaprio here.

It's another rainy day in KL. It has been raining every afternoon for a week. And I dislike rain. Don't know why, I have never liked rain. People will tell me that they love rain, they would love to walk in the rain, let the rain washes away their sorrows or problems. To me, I'd prefer to walk under the great sun, let the sunshine lifts away all my sorrows.

But now I have this crazy idea, to have a photography session in the rain! I have taken photos under the great sunshine, but I have never had any photos taken in the rain. Wouldn't that be great??!! Geez... But who's gonna take my photos? Hmm... That's something to think about... Probably to do it after my wedding... Hahaha...

Just finished watching this Bollywood movie, Jaan-E-Mann (in English, it means Sweetheart), Salman Khan and Preity Zinta were the lead actor and lead actress. The movie was filmed in New York, that surprised me. And the colors in the movie were so vivid and pretty. Salman Khan still looks astonishing charming even at his early 40. Preity Zinta is beautiful.

I'm watching Bollywood film??? Am I kidding??? Nope, I'm serious. I have been watching Bollywood movies since I was in school. Used to have an Indian neighbour (my schoolmate too) and I would camp in her house during the weekends watching the endless Bollywood movies. We used to go to school together. But too bad that she moved to another town when I was in Form 1. We never remained contact then. I still remember her name though, Karween. I used to make fun of her name that it ryhmes with the Malay word "kahwin", meaning "married". Hope that she would read this......

The rain has stopped.

Went to Isetan KLCC for some shopping for the wedding. Bought Andrew's shoes for the wedding. Wanted to buy a set of bed sheet, but couldn't decide which one to buy. They are all so lovely, I just need more time to find out what I really want. Hahaha.

My best friend, Phoebe was with us. She is such a gem to have. Always there when I need her the most. Never shy to tell me off that I look ugly in a dress. Never fail to find something that makes me pretty. We had been through some hard time too. I'm glad that we still managed to patch back. It is difficult to find a pair of puzzles that match so perfectly in this world. When you found it, please do not let it slip away.

I have other friends too. Some of them had given me the best memories, while some of them aren't really that pleasant. Someone told me, I should be remembering the good times, throw away the bad times. Well, it's easier said than done. At times, I even questioned myself, am I such a bad friend that I deserve all the bad things from my friends?

We can't blame our friends for not treating us well. Sometimes, we grow out of each other's hearts and minds. I believe we all have different pace of life. At one particular point, 2 persons meet, become friends. Over the time, 1 person could be well ahead and the other one could be left far behind. Who shall we blame then? The one that got so far ahead? Or the one that follows so slow behind? No one is to be blamed. When the other one catches up, things will be the same again.

I still complain to Andrew when some friends aren't behaving the way I expected them to be. But I have also tried to tell myself to be more objective about things. When something happens, you could easily identify who your true friends are. Cherish those friends. Friends that are being left behind or got far ahead, thank them for being there in your life.

I am now wondering if I have done enough for my best friend.

Ok. Enough of the nonsense. Why on earth did I write so much? It's 1.45am now, and I am still awake. I am freaking tired and sleepy yet I am awake!!!

Here's a photo of the dress I bought just now. It is only RM101.70 after a great discount!!! Again, thanks to Phoebe who spotted such a lovely dress that I could wear on my registration of marriage. I love you Phoebe!!! XOXO

It's Friday!!!

Time really flies... Another week closer to my wedding.

Freaking sleepy and tired today. Must not tell Andrew, he sure is going to scold me of not sleeping early. And he's been asking me to sleep early every night. Hahaha.

I've been chatting on MSN with my girl friends every night. We have so much to talk and laugh about. From fashion to people to small daily matter, even small thing could make us burst into big laughter. I sometimes laughed so loud in real that Andrew would ask me what happened.

I am still headache about the hair-do for my wedding day...... So many things to think about...

I have been coughing constantly for almost 2 months now!!! My throat has not been cleared as well. Sometimes it's dry, sometimes with phlegm. It is so irritating. Taken some coughing syrup at night, no improvement. It affects my voice to the extent that I have a sick voice. My colleagues and friends have been asking me whether I am sick.

The cough surprisingly stopped when I was in Langkawi for 3 days! My chirpy voice was back and I could speak so loud and clear. The cough bloody started again the moment I reached KLIA.

Is it the weather in KL, or the air in the office that is so bad? Or worse, both?

When it comes to money, it is everything.
When it comes to family, it is everything.

When money and family collide, it is BIG THING!!!

People say relationship should not be based on money. How about when your family uses money to measure your love to them? No money = no love; more money = more love.

When you're in debt, yet your family is asking money from you.
When your family knows you need money, yet they still ask money from you.
When your family knows you're not rich, yet they still want more money from you.
After you told them you need the money urgently, yet they have their own reasons to ask money from you.
After given your family the money, they think you're rich. Hence, ask for more money.

Is this happening to you?

No? Good for you.
If yes, count your blessings! At least you still have a family that is constantly asking money from you. And that proves that you can earn better!!!

And who said money can't buy love??!! Love is everywhere when you have money!!!

Money! Money! Money! I WANT MORE MONEY!!!

Right after taken my pre-wedding photographs, I've been struggling with keeping my long hair or cut it short.

I have always liked short hair. I had long hair since I was small, mom cut it short when I first started my kindergarten. Grew it long when I went secondary school, again I cut it short a year after. It remained short until I went college. I had long hair the 2nd year of college. Again, I cut it short the 2nd year after I started working. Hahaha. Then here I am, it has been long for 3 years...

Hair stylist has been telling me I look better with long hair. There was once he even told me I look fat in short hair!!! Hmm... What kind of hair stylist is that?!

Arghhhhh... Short? Long? Short? Long?

Today went to the printing shop to settle the wedding invitation cards. It was recommended by a friend. It is indeed cheap and nice with lots of choices.

Andrew went there yesterday, he warned me not to be surprised by the look of the shop as it isn't a nice shop. When I saw it just now, I was surprised but not shocked. Hahaha. It is just a small shop at some side lane off the main road, with no air-conditioner. No nice comfy chairs, just some small wooden stools. The shop is just no bigger than a 15' by 15' room. No nice decorations as well. Somehow, we found it comfortable talking to the owner.

We managed to find one that we both like. Total cost is RM1.11 per card, inclusive of printing and envelope. Which is way below our budget of RM1.20 per card. What surprised me was our names could be printed on the front cover at RM0.10 together with an additional animated logo, which was never offered by other shops.

We were quite satisfied with the shop. The owner is nice, not as business-like as those that we went before. Sometimes, it is the personal touch that make us feel happy and satisfied. I'm just wondering, why wouldn't he want a bigger shop with better accessibility. He doesn't have a website too, we have to go to the shop personally to view the designs and samples. He doesn't use email as well. Guess these are the reasons he could offer us a lower price.

Another item off our wedding preparations list. What a relieve. Next item would be furnishing the room in Terengganu. I'm expecting some frequent travelling between 3 cities in the coming 2 months. I'm going to be real tired for my wedding, and I'm worrying I wouldn't look as perfect as a bride. Gosh......

It's another early morning at work.

Went to Pavilion KL to hunt for shoes yesterday. Saw a few pairs which I really like, but Andrew said to look for cheaper ones and only to buy these if I couldn't find cheaper. He is right. I seriously do not need such an expensive shoes as I know I'm not going to wear them that frequent after my wedding.

The Big W day is coming soon, another 65 days. Met Andrew's mom last night, she was nagging at Andrew's father for the wedding preparations. HA! Exactly the same thing I nagged at Andrew. I couldn't help but laugh. It was like looking in the mirror at myself and Andrew. So funny...

Geez... Nokia N96 is out on the street!!! Priced at RM3399!!! Andrew said it is so much more powerful than the I-phone, my dream phone. Hahaha. I have been waiting for N96, but then it is just too pricey for me. Especially at this time when I need the money for the wedding. Hmm... Let's see if I could afford it next year. My Samsung E900 has been a 'lil crazy over the past few months. It is still a good and nice looking mobile if it doesn't give me its craziness.

Hmm... Browsed through Edwin's works, they're just getting better and better. When can I be that good???

Been seeing this band in the music store long time ago, listening their songs on the FM too... But I was never really interested in checking them out. Their song "Empty" is kind of a hit on the FM radio, and I kind of like it. Still, to me they're too boyish like... Hahaha... Not suitable for mature girls like me. :p

Woke up this morning, after shower and everything, I on the TV. Saw this movie, wasn't sure what movie it is. Well, since I got nothing better to do, might just continue watching. Towards the end of the show, only I know the movie is called "Taking 5". It was about a band named 5 Leo Rise being kidnapped by 2 girls just to get them performed in their school. I was curious about the band. Went to Google them out. Voila!!! The band in the movie is actually The Click Five.

All of them look young, wonder what their age is. However, they definitely got some matured voice. And I start to like them already. Hahaha. "Empty" is certainly a great song. To say that they are actually talented is a humble description. They do work hard to come to this stage. They do not depend on their handsome faces like some other boy bands. They've got some real talents and vocals. You can feel some "Beatles" in their songs.

This is like what people always say, don't judge a book by its cover.

"Jenny" is another hit. I have heard it on the radio and didn't know that it was from The Click Five. They even won the MTV Asia 2008 Knockout Award! How ignorant I was!

Kyle Patrick rocks!!!

Maaf Zahir dan Batin.

First day of Raya, what a boring day for me. Andrew worked morning shift, came back around 4pm. Went to Suria KLCC around 5pm. Gosh, it was crowded with foreigners! Those you could hardly see in KLCC normally, you could see them during long public holiday.

Wanted to buy eyebrow pencil from L'Oreal, who knows the product has been discontinued! So sad... Ended up I didn't buy anything.

Saw a pair of black and white pump from Guess, RM90!!! What a good deal!!! Wanted to buy it so so so much, but Andrew was there. He said I am not going to wear it after I buy it, I simply just want to HAVE it because it's cheap. Hmm... What a statement...

I was looking high and low for a dress for my registration of marriage (ROM) in November. Am looking for something less formal, cute and fun. Saw people has been wearing too formal for their ROM. Yeah yeah, ROM is a serious thing, I should be wearing formal and look serious. Well, but I want it to be fun too. Saw some fun and cute dresses and tops in FCUK. Andrew said not nice. ARGH... I don't know what is NICE to him.

Warehouse's dresses are so expensive!!! The recent designs aren't beautiful too. Zara is worse! Nothing fun, boring. Isetan is closed today.

Thinking of going to Pavilion tomorrow. I still haven't found suitable shoes for my wedding receptions!!! Yellow gown and turquoise modern "cheong sam", what color of shoes shall I match??!!! HEADACHE...

Hmm... I've been talking a lot about the wedding preparations... Boring, right? Ok ok... Shall write something else later... Sorry...